anger

you really pissed me off.
I can't figure out why you did those things to me,
I don't even know why you did the same thing to others.
as far as I can remember, I have NEVER done ANY BIG THING to you,
that makes you run out of money,
makes people HATE you,
or putting you in a LOTS of trouble.
I admit that sometimes our chat goes nowhere,
and you said it was my fault,
you said I live in my own world,
that I always being disconnected when talking to others.
you want everybody give responses like you want,
and you want EVERYBODY has the same thoughts like you think.
fucking you, ms. egoist.
will you even look and ask yourself,
what have you DONE to your friends and or (ex)friends?
you always say that EVERY fault is ANYBODY's fault.
you never SAY that it is you who actually had to blame.
now, would you read my mind by these lines?
lines that will show you why I'm easily goes mad at you.
most of the time when I tell you a story,
you didn't listen to my story,
but you ALWAYS ask me to listen to EVERY word you say,
I'm not a fool anyway to know that you didn't hear me,
I'm quite clever to realize that your laughs are just a casual laughs.
you are such a professional LIAR,
you tell 'A version' to someone,
then it becomes 'B version' to someone else,
your act is fucking great and it tricks everybody.
you have strong desire and BIG CONFIDENCE.
your mouth full of sweet words,
and TONS of LIES.
but you also have troubles like other human have.
and you ALWAYS come to me if you have trouble.
you rarely SAY "thank you" for what I've done for you,
it doesn't mean I'm an 'thank-you-addict',
I only want you to treat me like others do.
you only want to take benefit from me,
after you get what you want,
you leave me.
oh yes, I forget.
it is not the first or second time you left me.
you ALWAYS ask me to accompany you,
waiting for you,
and when you finished with your tasks,
you just keep walking away and leave me.
more to the point, you NEVER feel sorry for EVERYTHING you've done.
you keep telling your lies,
you keep blaming others,
and blah!
no one will ever BELIEVE you and your saying.
oh, and forgive me my tidak-bersalah-face.
you can't judge people by its cover only, as same as my appearance.
just because you see my tidak-bersalah-face,
then you think I'm not feeling guilty,
you're making a fool decision, girl.