Disconnection

If we don't make it through together, you should not blame yourself or wronged your actions in the past. Rest assured that it was on me, the cheery girl who easily said 'Yes' to your question that night, on a motorbike ride home to the train station.

If we don't make it through together, you should know that I didn't decide this easily. I've asked you twice before, impolitely, but believe me, this time it's different. I'm trying to put things together in the right place and I don't see any options other than doing this.

If we don't make it through together, you should know that I'm doing this for you. You may talk shit about this point, but I do mean it. And I mean it well.